What is Love

so... what is love? i do not know the answer, but i'll try my best to answer it anyway.

this is a really daunting task which i have at hand... how can mere words explain an emotion so strong that it can literally drive a person to the brink of insanity?

often, i feel that love is like a rose. it is beautiful and so alluring but yet it comes with a set of thorns capable of maiming a person. love is like that... we will always yearn and long for it knowing thaat it can and cause us hurt..

my heart is like a bottomless pit... emotions and feelings just drop in and they just keep falling and falling, never reaching an end... i am a sensitive person... at times overly sensitive and for my own good i guess....

so... there's this girl that i like... names shan't be mentioned here... and so... i like her..... i told her so... but i dunno why... although she reciprocated.... her actions just do not seem to show that... her friends tell me one thing and she tells me another... she becomes pissed of with me for the things i tell my friends but don't i have a right to my own opinions and feelings? and can't i share them with my friends?

i've not contacted her for awhile now.... and the other night, she messaged me... all she said was goodnight....but it was enough to start that wrenching/crushing/dropping feeling in the middle of my chest... it was really terrible... but i did not message back.... i couldn't anyway... i didnt pay my handphone bill... haha.... oh no... i've digressed....

why does sorrow occur more often then love? why ios love so hard tocome by and sorrow is at every turn? why does life suck? why do you remember the sad times more vividly then the good times and why are there more bad memories anyway? so many questions and still... no answers...

we shall continue this discussion next time alright.... too depressed to continue....