To appease ffrey

this entry is dedicated to geoffrey... if it weren't for him... i wouldnt be writing this tonight....


under petals lie hidden thorns
beauty comes together with pain
love or lust deceives us all
this obsession drives us insane


sorrow:

it fills my soul very often and i sort of like the feeling.... weird huh... geoffrey called me a "nut job" .... maybe... but sometimes its nice to wallow in self pity and just let sadness to just wash through you.... at the end of the day... the sleep u get is so much better.... sounds weird.. but anyway.... i guess i'll continue to wallow until another person comes along... = >


in other news:

last night went to zouk for mambo night.... saw the AI officer mahesh.... my goodness.... initially i thot he was some gay nigger who waved at me... so i ignored him and didnt pay any attention...he was about 2m away frm me... den... when i was going back to member's... this thot went through my head...

"oh God.... that was mahesh... i thot it was some gay nigger...."

den i went over to say hi and stuff... haha... it was a funny night....

and towards the end of the night, at abt 230am, i was looking abt and saw this girl at the podium... i noticed that she was dancing the whole night...(using all the mambo dance moves which people learn frm dunno where and can do it amazingly synchronized..) i thot that she was quite hot and went to take a closer look.... to my horror... its my friend!!! went up to talk to her... and she pinched my cheeks and said long time no see... (i dont like ppl pinching my cheeks... they're sensitive) i told her that she has been dancing all nite and then she replied that she has been dancing the whole nite..... pretty sily conversation huh....

anyway.. after zouk we went for supper and den headed home.... got home by 4... fell asleep by 401.... and den woke up to go to camp.... my goodness... how do i do it....