why is it so difficult to get what u want in a relationship... i mean for my case it should be simpler shouldnt it... my prerequisites or requirements are rather low and i dont hope for that much... i mean basically... all i want is to be loved and to love somebody... is that really that hard to attain... im those types that easily fall for others... and get stuck... what am i to do... its my basic nature i guess... i smile and joke to hide away my true feelings... i act like a small kid so that i dont have to face the problems... but for how long can i run.... its really simple... i remember i sent my friend something like this before...
me: u know XX... all i want is to love and to be loved.. its that simple.. i want to just hold her hands... to be there when shes sad so that i can make her laugh... to wipe away that tear when she cries and to let her lean against when shes tired.... all i want is to care for someone... and of course to be cared for... why is it that difficult?
well... my friend didnt have an answer for me... but i dont blame her... what is someone to do to find that someone to spend time with? do u know what i miss most lately? i miss jus waking up next to somebody... to just know that there is someone beside me when i wake up... to see somone whom i love beside me the moment im awake.... just to know that it wasnt a dream... i wish to just dream of this...
perchance to dream...
to dream a glorious dream...
to have someone to hold and touch...
to have someone in my mind and my heart....
to just be with me and not say anything..
to be there when im in need....
to love me....
to cherish me....
i am sad...
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