a letter....

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hey ger... how goes it... its just another one of those times again... when everything is lookin downhill u know... im jus gonna blah to u..... so pls ignore certain pieces of information if u do not understand.... i'll try my best to make the whole thing clear... if not... just listen/read what i say ya...

my good friend, kit... just got into an accident.... there were driving behind my house that ar5ea, upper pierce.... while they were driving at a lesuirely pace, a monkey suddenly appeared out of nowhere and dashed across the road.... jesse, the driver of the particular vehicle in the above mentioned scenario, by instinct swerved the car..... common sense will show that the obvious better choice is to jam the brakes or just run the God forsaken monkey over, but alas, basic human instincts prevailed and lost... if u know what i mean.... anyway.... the ran off the road, down slope and crashed into a tree... the tree fall and the car is totally smashed up.... the driver, jesse, emerged totally fine, besides some cool scars on his arms resultant from the shards of broken glass and the air bag burns.... kit on the other hand wasn't that lucky.... he hit his head.... pls take note that they were in a minivan, a kangoo, and thus the passanger side does not have airbags....

kit was badly hurt in the crash with fractured ribs, hairline fractured arms, and was in coma.... his condition fluctuated and everyone was worried... but in the end he pulled through and awoke from his super long nine day slumber, he was under morphine... that bastard.... lol.... he is awake now.... he can rcognise everybody that comes into the ward, he's joking with all of us.... dirty jokes all... his physical condition seems fine.... his reflexes are working and everything.... but.... there always is a but isnt there.....

but.... there are some things which really scares/ terrifies/ worries me.... first of all, he speaks very incoherently at times.... like really incoherently... like from out of the blue 360degress thingamajig something something is said by him... and we are all like huh? but then he just keeps quiet after that and the conversation goes on... sometimes he is totally incoherent and sometimes he's perfectly on the ball.... and secondly, he does not have full control of his limbs.... he can reach out for things, he can move his leg when we tell him to, he can lift his head when asked to.... but he keeps kicking his leg while lying down.... and his hands just keeps having to grip something.... the leg kicking part really is quite scary if u were to witness it urself... they say(they referring the the nurses and supposedly doctors and other speculators) that it is just because he is restless and wants to get out of bed.... but ireally think otherwise and fear for the worst.... must be my pessimistic side coming into play.... sigh... but ya... im afraid that its that part of his brain cum nervous system is damaged or affected and is causing these sort of uncontrollable spasmings..... the movemenst are quite big, more like kicking rather than a spasm....

****.... i am afraid and i dont know what to do.... hes my good friend and theres nothing i can do.... i cant do shit... seriously...i cant contribute any money towards his medical expenses, i cant even go down that often..... i dunno how to comfort him i dunno how to assure him.... i dont even know whether he is alrite or not.... and as hard as i try to deny it, i am so damn affected by it....

i am totally lost....





yeah... kinda quite a big email isnt it.... but ya... thanks for letting me(as if u had a choice) get it off my chest...

BIG SIGH......


-timmy-


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that was an email i wrote to my friend, someone i like to share my thoughts with... i thought i would share it with the rest of u too.....

take care all... hope and pray for kito and his mojo.....