been feeling down lately, and have been unable to put it down in words... it is frustrating but there's nothing i can do about it... ive lost my inspiration.... sometimes i wonder if its only sorrow which inspires me to write what i have.... and when i think about it... it seems that it is true... and that is really sad... don't u think?
i like to wallow in sorrow... i like to remember things and look back and smile.... i understand the term "sweet sorrow"... so does that make me a manic depressive? i hope not... i think i'm just unconsolable... and thats all.... no mental problems and all that...
i am a pessimist... a cynic... and a believer... hard to understand huh... but thats the way i am... and i am not looking for people to pity me, but to understand me.... i know that its not easy.... but if u have come to know me, u will understand all that i have written and all that i have said and done...
so my friends reading this... please do not be alarmed... if u know me... u know that this is normal.... lol.... take care you....
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