solitare........

solitary.... sometimes it is comforting and yet at times it can be quite unbearable....
the heavy rains floods my thoughts as i sit here in solitary.....
there are people around, but strangers are strangers and i am alone.....
i see other people in their solitary as well.... i would like to ask them, "are u lonely?" sounds creepy rite? but i meant it in not the perverted sense.....

its nice to be alone in your thoughts... letting the mind wander... funny how thoughts wonder.... who would really know what other people are thinking....

i like the rain.... not those small frilly droplets of rain, but the hard pounding ones.... when u look up into the sky, u can see countless droplets falling... jus falling..... when they ram themselves against the window it is rather amazing how their trailing patterns evolve.... crazy? who me?

perhaps perhaps perhaps..... but who is to judge? arent we all crazy in one way or another? one person's insanity could be another's salvation.....

it has been a day full of foreboding..... sucky day today is.... but watching the rain somehow makes me feel better.... silly huh.....

guess im thinking too much.... but who cares.... my thoughts are erratic and i am feeling fickle.... im not going to think before speaking today... a sort of experiment.... jus freely speak my mind... curse, swear.... whatever i am thinking.... i will not think first... hmm.... is it appropriate to say this or that..... i will jus go ahead with it..... my little experiment....