dream analysis (slightly boring)

its currently 4am, and i am unable to sleep no further. this slight form of insomia has afflicted me for the past 2 weeks, and truthfully, it ain't fun at all.... anyway... between 10pm -330am, i had a dream, and i will try and analyse it....

i was in a lecture, in a huge lecture theatre
i was sitting in the front row with some friends, in particular girl A and girl B
even though it was the front row, it was still rather far from the lecturer
we were all chatting rather happily, flirting even,
until i noticed 2 guys who looked rather displeased

sounds short huh... i tink there were more details but cant seem to remember. my subconscious must be trying to prevent me from accessing the details. lol.

anyway, girl A and girl B were 2 girls whom i had an interest in previously, and i had even dated one of them. they both are best friends. (and of course if u like one of these best friends, u are then not entitled to go after the other after u had relations with one of them. Universal rule right?) so anyway. that was in the past, and now they are both happily attached. the last time i met either of them, their boyfriends were around. and of course when i was catching up with them, being cheeky and even fresh with them, their boyfriends were obviously unhappy, but i of course couldnt care less. lol. feeling threatened by me? well bite me!

ya so... this could relate to a person i met recently. this is because
me = flirty and cheeky = boyfriend unhappy
it was made known to me that this person has a bf. but so what? but of course at some weird psychological level i feel bad for them? could that be the possible reason why i dreamt of this? wish fulfilment? perhaps its because i want to apologise to them and explain that i mean nothing by my flirtatious behaviour? well maybe....

and how about me bieng in lecture? i tink its because i wasnt paying much attention to lecture today... and i feel guilty about it... simple enough reasoning rite?

after re-reading this, i realised that this post is rather boring. its like reading the damned Freud readings... im sorry if i had just put u through some rather excruciating pain. lol.