seed....

descending from the midnight sky
into the dark earth
burrowing into the ground
going under

fallen apart seperated from grace
into the dirt once again
faith in a fallacy
buried by the truth
dead or alive
nobody knows

a full moon now
gone tomorrow
borrowing the light
the light of fools

climbing once again
breaching the surface
headed towards warmth
standing alone, standing tall
looking backaway from the past
a new life is sprung
growing strong
another dayanother life



err... ahem... hmm.....have you ever wondered.... is a seed alive or dead.... i mean... plants are living organisms.... but when the plant flowers and fruits.... the moment the seed leaves the plant... is detached from it.... is it still alive? i remember they taught in school that seeds have potential energy.... but wtf.... who cares... is it alive or not? isnt it wondrous that something without life can give/produce life? hmm....

anyway... this post is ESPECIALLY dedicated to pammie.... the pig....

this may not be of total relevence to u... but it could.... i dunno.... but it may be to some ppl of similar situations??? anyway... please forgive me if i did any wrong.... i wrote better one last night... but under the influence of alcohol... i somehow didnt save my work.... and tonight.... once again under the influence.... i wrote this..... although a little rushed.... but still i know u will appreciate it..... sorrow.... despair..... wallow in it for awhile.... but dun forget to get up again..... i think that is ultimately the message im trying to get through......... i think...... anyway... my promise still stands..... TONS OF ICE CREAM!!!!!!

-timmy-

(oh please.... do not call me timmy in front of my other friends.... they may laugh at me... )
(i wrote this abt 2weeks ago... clsnt post it up earlier...)