reminence.....

i think i am one of the few to have experienced the worst and best day of my life to coincide at the same time.... this was many years ago... and i am reminencing....

there was this girl... whom i liked.... i remember that i've met her once... and didnt see her again until a year later.... i realised that i liked her very much and so i tried to do something about it.... i sort of 'chased' her for 3 months and we were 'sort of' together for one month.....

at about the end of that one month.... it was like any other day.... we met after school and went out to watch a movie.... i cannot really remember what movie it wa but it doesnt matter....

sometime during the movie.... i looked into her eyes... and told her those 3 forbidden words.... those magical and yet tragic words.... i said to her... "i love you" and then i kissed her.... that was the first time i had kissed her.... and i have to admit... it was really nice.... i remember that those lips that i had kissed were nice and full.... simply... it was nice....

the movie ended... all was well... i told her that i would send her home.... we took a bus.... and stopped at her place.... it was raining..... i cannot remember why... but we decided to just walk in the rain.... it was a light drizzle at first.... but then... caught really in between anywhere.... it started to pour.... and we were drenched....

this was the magical part.... we jus reveled in the rain.... we held hands and literally skipped in the rain.... we splashed water at each other.... and we were totally and thoroughly soaked.... to me... it wasnt cold... it was warm.... the rain was one of those sudden bursts of showers.... and the sun was still shining.... the rain subsided somewhat and the sun shone.... we were just about to reach her place.... we parted there... at a junction just around her place..... this is when i kissed her again..... we were both soaked... the sun was shining..... rain water was dripping down my face... and all i could think of was how lovely she was.... and how great this is..... little did i know that this was the last time that i would kiss her ever again....

i began to return home.... it started to rain again.... i was positively elated..... i was the happiest thing on earth... and i thought to myself.... "this is the happiest day of my life" i payed no heed to the rain.... me with a contented smile... was walking out of her estate.... a bus driver even offered me a ride out of there.... but i refused.... happy to be alone with this wonderful feeling..... i finally made it to the bus stop.....

upon reaching home... i sent her an sms... informing her that i have gotten home safely.... and that i really was very happy today... and there was this wonderful feeling inside of me.....
i received a reply.... it was a simple message... a question... which i thought little of..... the message read... "what is love?"

i do not wish to continue.... the rest of the story is very simple... im sure w
hoever u are reading it will get it.... i do not wish to elaborate.....
memories.........