suicide.....

i desire.... i desire release from the shackles which is life... these shackles around the wrists and ankles bond me to suffering and pain.... maybe a cut.... maybe a slice.... let me bleed... bleed forth which is liquid life.... pour onto the earth and drink me up.... a few seconds of pain and the remainder of life in sweet pleasure.... surrender to despair..... let the darkness swallow me whole... nothing.... i wish for nothingness.....