Wednesday, May 09, 2007

thinking back....

im feeling really emo tonight.... many reminders of the past.... had a talk with my friend... and i realised that ive been hanging on too much to the past.... i have to admit it was really great times... but yes... i have to move on... all i have are these memories... and they seem to keep resurfacing..... there's nothing i can do about it but to think back.. they bring this little smile to my face.... and im glad to have them.... but they are the past.... i have to come back to the present... to the now... i cannot regret.... i musn't.... its never easy..... but it has to be done i guess....

so... where are the new beginnings? the truth is... i havent been socialising... not really in the mood... havent really met anybody new in a while.... as in to get to know a person well.... haha.... i think i need a new friend.... sounds funny... yet pathetic..... haiz.... but who knows.... u dont plan this kind of thing.... it just happens rite? so... i'll just leave it to fate.... come what may... and hopefully make the best out of whatever happens.....

wish me luck....

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