no matter what the circumstance or the environment.. It is pretty painful to witness the girl that you like make out with another guy.. No doubt I feel crappy.. But is there in any way i can feel good? Obviously not.. No matter what, it still pains me nonetheless.. I am hurt.. Will I get better? probably.. Will it take time? Of course.. Why did I ever invest so much? Because It is me.. I'm like that.. The whole world may misunderstand me.. But I'm used to it.. Sigh.. Goodnight.. Take care.. And goodbye..