despair

despair, according to the English dictionary, means the absence of hope.... if u have ever thought that there is no hope, then u have despaired....

reaching a breaking point? stifled with emotions which u do not understand? dont know what to do with your life?

well.... do not despair... for your friends around you will ensure that u have not lost all hope.... just go and talk to them.... and soon u will see that everything is alrite.... i want to thank my friends... for just spending time with me... it means alot to me... like REALLY alot..... sounds gay i know, but whatever ya....

next time, when it becomes harder and harder to meet, please do not just disappear... although i am often doing it myself, i implore all my friends, dont allow me to do just that.... persist and i will give in.... i hope it isnt asking too much.... but as they say.... friends forever.....

i would just like to say thanks.... from the bottom of my little shriveled up heart....